原来。。。一年了！

想不到，已经整整一年了。
面书瘾，差点忘了这空间。
不知道，该不该回来沉溺。
有时候，自言自语傻乎乎。
乱发言，谁会在乎你是谁。
再怎样，感觉蛮自由自在。

幸福的抉择 Choice of happiness

幸福原理是很简单；可是实践却很困难。
幸福只须感恩知足；可是不能随心所欲。
幸福是因个人而异；可是印象身边一切。
幸福市拥有了承诺；可是切记量力而为。

Happiness principle is very simple; but practiseis very difficult.
Happiness only need gratitude and contentment, but can not be arbitrary.
Happiness is different for individuals; but affect all around.
Happiness is to have the commitment; but be sure within their means.

Iranian New Year 1389 (2010)

Last weekend, it's one of the great weekends I had so far for this year. Not only I could go for the hot air balloons fiesta for the second time, but I got the chance to celebrate the Nowruz together with some of my Iranian friends.

Just like the Chinese New Year, we need to clean and decorate the house before or on the New Year's Eve. Besides that, they have a specific table to decorate for the Haft Sin. The Haft Sin's table includes seven specific items starting with the letter 'S' in Persian alphabet. Fortunately, I got the chance to help my best friend, Ali to decorate the Haft Sin's table at his house. It's quite interesting to learn that each item that placed on the table actually symbolize something. The decoration on the table is presented nicely, not only for the traditional and spiritual values, but it's also will be noticed by the visitors during the New Year home visiting, as well as like a reflection of their "good taste".

After the decoration of the table and the house, we went to H & M's house upon their invitation. I was exciting to see there were a few other friends also joining for the celebration! It's nice to know them and of course the more the more merrier. Although I didn't have the chance to try the Iranian New Year dishes, which I know it's like a "Big Project" for them to do, but with the Domino's Pizza as our dinner was more than enough. They not only served Iranian tea, but also the fruit and desserts that were almost fully loaded my stomach!! :-P

After "Shaam", we have a little chit-chatting among ourselves. While waiting for the countdown through the live streaming, we have some Iranian musics and dance in the living hall. Some of them also went for their favourite Shisha moments at the balcony. Not only because of the breeze with the KL night view, but the smokes are not allowed to get into the house!! Hahaha...... :-D

Actually the countdown for Iranian New Year is not like us at 12.00AM sharp, but they are referring to the moment of the Sun crosses the celestial equator and equalizes night and day is calculated exactly for every year. So this year, the time in Malaysia was at 1.35AM as the moment of welcoming the first day of spring and the beginning of the year in Iranian calendar.

We were sitting together around the Haft Sin's table while count-downing the time. Once the time reached, we were exciting for the new year's arrival and some of them started to recite little prayers. We started to greet "Happy New Year" while hugging and kissing each others. Besides, H started to give us the bank notes with blessing quotes as the gifts to everyone. For me, it's something like Ang Pow for Chinese New Year! ^^

Later on, we were served with Iranian tea again, but with the sweet cookies and biscuits. We also got to try the Iranian carbonated apple juice drink and the taste was so rich! Then, some of them who know how to practice the Divan of Hafez book, we were given the chance to ask the questions in our minds and we got the reply of the poems from the book. Almost all of the Iranian learn his poems by heart and use them as proverbs and sayings to this day. I tried and found out the meaning inside the poem was deep but you know the answer! Thanks for the translation! ^^

Anyway, I'm so glad to join this warmth celebration with them and took a lot of the pictures as I have shared most of them in the album on Facebook as the link below. Some how, it's very awesome experience for me to know another race's tradition and cultures.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?id=817774656&aid=212137

Mersi mehrabun, Maryam Azizam !! Hossein Azizam!! Ali Azizam!!!
Sale no mobarak!!

自身作对

最近，朋友一直鼓励我继续写部落格。
情绪，在庆新春过后一直起伏不定着。
脑海，装着太多的画面和模糊的情景。
手指，盲无目的地走走停停在键盘上。
视线，发呆在平面里显示着的部落格。

生活，把我与梦想和现实不停的作对。
压力，把我的理性和感性分不清界限。
急迫，把我对时间的长短开始了怀疑。
负担，把我的正面观点转移到负面去。
埋怨，把我变得懦弱得想要逃避一切。

就算知道会好转，但还是会不甘愿啊！
要是一直是这样，不久将会有两个我！

The Ugly Truth??

昨晚看了一部电影 —THE UGLY TRUTH。
就如身边朋友所说的，很有趣，很有意思。
与好朋友观赏之后，有所感触，有所感慨。
不料，我和他竟然意见不和而争吵了起来！
难道是：我们太固执？太有偏见？太主观！

虽然只是部爱情喜剧，但是让我想了又想。
女人爱把事情复杂化，男人却越简单越好。
人人都追求完美梦想，偏偏现实都有缺陷。
事物表面上显得高尚，其实是被包装得妙。
提升思想范围的空间，却卡在封闭的世界。

人生就像一个大舞台，个个角色各就各位。
各出奇招去演和奉承，却不知演完后怎样！
人生该是个冒险之途，感受其中多姿多彩。
随然不是想象中完美，却是最直接的真实！
不需要清单，活出自己，真相也会变美丽！

总之：接受，求学，改进，坚持，相信！！

我的眼泪 (My Tear)

最近这几天不知搞什么的，
心情和情绪的波动太多了。
后尔蒙失调，经期也迟了，
我想我的忍库已经太满了。

发觉负面的能量越来越强，
附磁很多负面元素在身边。
事情越不顺，士气越低落，
总觉得什么都不能再妥协。

所谓：是可忍，孰不可忍。
到底什么该忍，或不该忍？
忍一时，真的是风平浪静？
退一步，会是海阔天空吗?

当初说服自己，坚持到底。
现在埋怨自己，自作自受。
容忍的美德是为了大家好。
忍耐太久了，委屈了自己。

不知不觉我的眼泪出现了。
在眼眶中打转如挣扎的心。
眼泪流下舒解胸中的不满。
脸上的泪痕也平衡了心理。

我的眼泪，不是为了哭泣。
我的眼泪，让我减轻负担。
我的眼泪，让我更加坚强。
我的眼泪，让我看清前程。

双面人 (Two Faces)

好久没blog了。
今天的心情，起伏不定，不知道为了什么。
朋友说也许生理的失调的影响。
心情的上下让许多事情一一浮现在脑海里。
这样的感觉，想在这里诉诉心情。

每个人都有梦想。
为了达成梦想都会不停追求。
偏偏身不由己成了放弃的理由。
总觉得只有一双不能飞的翅膀。

每个人都有欲望。
为了满足自我而始乱终弃。
偏偏伤害不少身边关心你的人。
总觉得自己还不够坚持和果断。

每个人都有心事。
不同的秘密和不同的人分享。
偏偏有些秘密只能往心里藏。
总觉得心中的无底洞还不够深。

每个人都想做自己。
很想呈现真真实实的自己。
遍遍见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。
总觉得永远不能把自己透明化。

当我很想随心所欲，
却打不开现实的锁；
当我很想不顾一切，
却被无情的现实唤醒。

当我很想坚持不放手，
却为了身边人而放弃；
当我放弃握在胸中的，
我已经是无情的双面人。

对人有情，出卖了自己。
对人无情，不见了自己。
对人包容，痛苦了自己。
对人埋怨，背叛了自己。

自己的痛苦只有自己能了解。
不要再怪身边的人不了解你。

Wondering

I'm just wondering
But wondering you have made my mind busy
I'm just busy
But I'm busy with you for nothing
It's just nothing
But nothing with you have made me to think
I'm just thinking
But thinking of you have made me to see
I'm just seeing
But seeing you have made me realise
I'm just realizing
But realizing about you have made me to touch
I'm just touching
But touching you have made me to feel
I'm just feeling
But feeling you have made me to love
I'm just loving
But loving you have made me to passion
I'm just passion
But passion for you have made me to appreciate
I'm just appreciating
But appreciating you have made me to accept
I'm just accepting
But accepting you have made me to confuse
I'm just confusing
But confusing with you have made me to doubt
I'm just doubting
But doubt on you have made me to choose
I'm just choosing
But choosing on you have made to decide
I'm just deciding
But deciding about you have made me to avoid
I'm just avoiding
But avoiding for you have made me to lie
I'm just lying
But lying for you have made me to remain
I'm just remaining......
But remaining for you have made me to stay
I'm just staying......
But staying for you have made me to wonder