原来。。。一年了！

想不到，已经整整一年了。
面书瘾，差点忘了这空间。
不知道，该不该回来沉溺。
有时候，自言自语傻乎乎。
乱发言，谁会在乎你是谁。
再怎样，感觉蛮自由自在。

幸福的抉择 Choice of happiness

幸福原理是很简单；可是实践却很困难。
幸福只须感恩知足；可是不能随心所欲。
幸福是因个人而异；可是印象身边一切。
幸福市拥有了承诺；可是切记量力而为。

Happiness principle is very simple; but practiseis very difficult.
Happiness only need gratitude and contentment, but can not be arbitrary.
Happiness is different for individuals; but affect all around.
Happiness is to have the commitment; but be sure within their means.

Iranian New Year 1389 (2010)

Last weekend, it's one of the great weekends I had so far for this year. Not only I could go for the hot air balloons fiesta for the second time, but I got the chance to celebrate the Nowruz together with some of my Iranian friends.

Just like the Chinese New Year, we need to clean and decorate the house before or on the New Year's Eve. Besides that, they have a specific table to decorate for the Haft Sin. The Haft Sin's table includes seven specific items starting with the letter 'S' in Persian alphabet. Fortunately, I got the chance to help my best friend, Ali to decorate the Haft Sin's table at his house. It's quite interesting to learn that each item that placed on the table actually symbolize something. The decoration on the table is presented nicely, not only for the traditional and spiritual values, but it's also will be noticed by the visitors during the New Year home visiting, as well as like a reflection of their "good taste".

After the decoration of the table and the house, we went to H & M's house upon their invitation. I was exciting to see there were a few other friends also joining for the celebration! It's nice to know them and of course the more the more merrier. Although I didn't have the chance to try the Iranian New Year dishes, which I know it's like a "Big Project" for them to do, but with the Domino's Pizza as our dinner was more than enough. They not only served Iranian tea, but also the fruit and desserts that were almost fully loaded my stomach!! :-P

After "Shaam", we have a little chit-chatting among ourselves. While waiting for the countdown through the live streaming, we have some Iranian musics and dance in the living hall. Some of them also went for their favourite Shisha moments at the balcony. Not only because of the breeze with the KL night view, but the smokes are not allowed to get into the house!! Hahaha...... :-D

Actually the countdown for Iranian New Year is not like us at 12.00AM sharp, but they are referring to the moment of the Sun crosses the celestial equator and equalizes night and day is calculated exactly for every year. So this year, the time in Malaysia was at 1.35AM as the moment of welcoming the first day of spring and the beginning of the year in Iranian calendar.

We were sitting together around the Haft Sin's table while count-downing the time. Once the time reached, we were exciting for the new year's arrival and some of them started to recite little prayers. We started to greet "Happy New Year" while hugging and kissing each others. Besides, H started to give us the bank notes with blessing quotes as the gifts to everyone. For me, it's something like Ang Pow for Chinese New Year! ^^

Later on, we were served with Iranian tea again, but with the sweet cookies and biscuits. We also got to try the Iranian carbonated apple juice drink and the taste was so rich! Then, some of them who know how to practice the Divan of Hafez book, we were given the chance to ask the questions in our minds and we got the reply of the poems from the book. Almost all of the Iranian learn his poems by heart and use them as proverbs and sayings to this day. I tried and found out the meaning inside the poem was deep but you know the answer! Thanks for the translation! ^^

Anyway, I'm so glad to join this warmth celebration with them and took a lot of the pictures as I have shared most of them in the album on Facebook as the link below. Some how, it's very awesome experience for me to know another race's tradition and cultures.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?id=817774656&aid=212137

Mersi mehrabun, Maryam Azizam !! Hossein Azizam!! Ali Azizam!!!
Sale no mobarak!!

自身作对

最近，朋友一直鼓励我继续写部落格。
情绪，在庆新春过后一直起伏不定着。
脑海，装着太多的画面和模糊的情景。
手指，盲无目的地走走停停在键盘上。
视线，发呆在平面里显示着的部落格。

生活，把我与梦想和现实不停的作对。
压力，把我的理性和感性分不清界限。
急迫，把我对时间的长短开始了怀疑。
负担，把我的正面观点转移到负面去。
埋怨，把我变得懦弱得想要逃避一切。

就算知道会好转，但还是会不甘愿啊！
要是一直是这样，不久将会有两个我！

The Ugly Truth??

昨晚看了一部电影 —THE UGLY TRUTH。
就如身边朋友所说的，很有趣，很有意思。
与好朋友观赏之后，有所感触，有所感慨。
不料，我和他竟然意见不和而争吵了起来！
难道是：我们太固执？太有偏见？太主观！

虽然只是部爱情喜剧，但是让我想了又想。
女人爱把事情复杂化，男人却越简单越好。
人人都追求完美梦想，偏偏现实都有缺陷。
事物表面上显得高尚，其实是被包装得妙。
提升思想范围的空间，却卡在封闭的世界。

人生就像一个大舞台，个个角色各就各位。
各出奇招去演和奉承，却不知演完后怎样！
人生该是个冒险之途，感受其中多姿多彩。
随然不是想象中完美，却是最直接的真实！
不需要清单，活出自己，真相也会变美丽！

总之：接受，求学，改进，坚持，相信！！

我的眼泪 (My Tear)

最近这几天不知搞什么的，
心情和情绪的波动太多了。
后尔蒙失调，经期也迟了，
我想我的忍库已经太满了。

发觉负面的能量越来越强，
附磁很多负面元素在身边。
事情越不顺，士气越低落，
总觉得什么都不能再妥协。

所谓：是可忍，孰不可忍。
到底什么该忍，或不该忍？
忍一时，真的是风平浪静？
退一步，会是海阔天空吗?

当初说服自己，坚持到底。
现在埋怨自己，自作自受。
容忍的美德是为了大家好。
忍耐太久了，委屈了自己。

不知不觉我的眼泪出现了。
在眼眶中打转如挣扎的心。
眼泪流下舒解胸中的不满。
脸上的泪痕也平衡了心理。

我的眼泪，不是为了哭泣。
我的眼泪，让我减轻负担。
我的眼泪，让我更加坚强。
我的眼泪，让我看清前程。

双面人 (Two Faces)

好久没blog了。
今天的心情，起伏不定，不知道为了什么。
朋友说也许生理的失调的影响。
心情的上下让许多事情一一浮现在脑海里。
这样的感觉，想在这里诉诉心情。

每个人都有梦想。
为了达成梦想都会不停追求。
偏偏身不由己成了放弃的理由。
总觉得只有一双不能飞的翅膀。

每个人都有欲望。
为了满足自我而始乱终弃。
偏偏伤害不少身边关心你的人。
总觉得自己还不够坚持和果断。

每个人都有心事。
不同的秘密和不同的人分享。
偏偏有些秘密只能往心里藏。
总觉得心中的无底洞还不够深。

每个人都想做自己。
很想呈现真真实实的自己。
遍遍见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。
总觉得永远不能把自己透明化。

当我很想随心所欲，
却打不开现实的锁；
当我很想不顾一切，
却被无情的现实唤醒。

当我很想坚持不放手，
却为了身边人而放弃；
当我放弃握在胸中的，
我已经是无情的双面人。

对人有情，出卖了自己。
对人无情，不见了自己。
对人包容，痛苦了自己。
对人埋怨，背叛了自己。

自己的痛苦只有自己能了解。
不要再怪身边的人不了解你。

Wondering

I'm just wondering
But wondering you have made my mind busy
I'm just busy
But I'm busy with you for nothing
It's just nothing
But nothing with you have made me to think
I'm just thinking
But thinking of you have made me to see
I'm just seeing
But seeing you have made me realise
I'm just realizing
But realizing about you have made me to touch
I'm just touching
But touching you have made me to feel
I'm just feeling
But feeling you have made me to love
I'm just loving
But loving you have made me to passion
I'm just passion
But passion for you have made me to appreciate
I'm just appreciating
But appreciating you have made me to accept
I'm just accepting
But accepting you have made me to confuse
I'm just confusing
But confusing with you have made me to doubt
I'm just doubting
But doubt on you have made me to choose
I'm just choosing
But choosing on you have made to decide
I'm just deciding
But deciding about you have made me to avoid
I'm just avoiding
But avoiding for you have made me to lie
I'm just lying
But lying for you have made me to remain
I'm just remaining......
But remaining for you have made me to stay
I'm just staying......
But staying for you have made me to wonder

Welcoming 2009

2009的开始是否好事。
去年的世界经济放缓，
使到大家都人心惶惶，
对来年的日子很恐惧。

公司倒闭，人才失业，
大量裁员，物品涨价。
虽是因为美国的经济衰退，
可是亚洲经济也受到影响。

听说亚洲的经济发展很好，
可是国际贸易公司的发展，
无论是在亚洲或美洲，
还是在欧洲或非洲，
都给被侵袭。

大家都说，
能够好好的稳住当前的工作，
算好运了，别说另谋高职啦！
所以，我很珍惜现在的工作。

当然不是此原因而已，
是因为我不舍得他们。
与同事之间难免有冲突，
可是他们不会“搞政治”。

虽然有时会有很多怨言，
可是我们都一起去挑战，
人与人之间要互相包容，
生活心情会比较好过些。

Curtains Down For 2008

冬至的团圆饭后，也就是圣诞节的到来。
圣诞的气氛特别浓厚，谁都想享受其中。

生活在热带雨林之国土，没有白色圣诞节。
只有超级购物广场，才感受到圣诞的温馨。
虽然没有白雪的冷冻，却有着下雨的清凉。
与同伴们一起享用晚餐，欢笑畅谈中度过。

除了享受佳节，也是购物狂欢的季节。
虽是经济放缓，但还是受不了诱惑。

温馨的季节已过去，也是今年谢幕的到来。
当回顾这2008年，发现经历了很多的事情。
不知进展有多少，至少尽力的去实践目标。
对今年还很满意，该是时候展望2009了吧！

突然的瞬间

时间的脚步，
静悄悄地把我带到了十二月份。
就在身体必须休息的一天，
回想了很多经过的事情。

农历新年的热闹，
好像还很清晰的气氛。
与中学朋友的团圆，
还回荡在脑海里。

拉丁舞蹈一年级考试已过，
紧张和兴奋的心情还在。
二年级的练习，
让我觉得有很大的挑战性。

萨尔萨交际舞蹈班里，
认识了一班国际性朋友。
因为缘分的存在，
让我觉得人与人之间的奥妙。

不知不觉，
生活的圈子，瞬间瞬间地越阔越广。
很多事情的发生，并不是所想象的。
对外面的世界，也大开眼界了。

虽然每个月底都特别的忙碌，
但是忙碌把我带到了这年底。
突然让我恍然大悟，
又要迎接新的一年！

现在虽是今年的最后一个月，
但是还有很多正期待的事情。
朋友的出嫁，朋友的回乡。
圣诞的温馨，冬至的团圆。

Missing

好久没有blog了。

暂停了两个月，突然想起我的“空间”。

自从认识了FB，便在那儿开始交流。

可能是新鲜有趣，所以越玩越过瘾。

FB蛮像frienster，

容易建立connection和network。

部落格是比较自我主张的空间，

但也不妨其他的参与。

Anyway, 我还是会写写部落格。

虽然我爱交流，我更爱自己的“空间”。

YMSS Legendary

After "Merdeka Holiday" I went back to work yesterday,
I received an email from GM that we're invited for a dinner tonight.
After read, I realised and surprised that we're going to meet him!
The legendary guy of YMSS and his the the 1st GM, Mr. Kam Leong!
Finally, we could meet him face to face after heard his name since the day I joined.



Before 5.30pm, we left the office to avoid traffic jam during this Puasa season.
We managed to reach Genting View Resort at about 6.30pm as informed.
When we came out from car, Mr. & Mrs. Leong was excited to welcome us.
Together with their son and nephew are so friendly.

Our GM introduced each and everyone of us to Mr. & Mr.s Leong.
They were so happy to meet us "young people and joked:
" Although can't remember the names but at least remember the faces!"

We were treated with wine and other drinks to enjoy the environment.
They shown us the balcony with great green view and heard waterfall.
The colourful flowers around the balcony made us refreshing!

Mr. Leong told us the story about he came over for York establishment.
I was abit surprised with the story and only realised the truth.
I also interested to know the "Charlie's Angels" that he mentioned.

Mrs. Leong brought us to look around the apartment they bought.
Their apartment's well-renovated and it's amazing nice place to relax!
Besides, the little dog of their neighbour is very cute!

At the dinner, we were surprised that their neighbour maid cooked!
Although just Nasi Lemak with a few curry dishes, but it tasted so nice!
It's very tasty and the breezing environment made me took the "2nd round".
We all enjoyed this dinner gathering and took a group photos with them.
Thanks to Mr. & Mrs. Leong for giving us this opportunity to meet you!

后会无期

周末中午前，突然听到你的消息。

我突然愣着，不敢去接受这实事。

为了要逃避，逼自己观赏喜剧片。

嘻嘻哈哈后，还是必须接受实事。

再次确认后，我心纠得很紧很紧。

我的脑海里，不停唤回你的画面。

我们的约定，竟然你是不会出席。

你放的鸽子，我们宁愿视而不见。

周日的中午，我们集合下马六甲。

为了说拜拜，我一定要和你见面。

见你的时候，我无言，脑袋空白。

无声的眼泪，盛满了眼眶留下来。

与你道别后，一直问自己为什么。

为什么你这么的绝情说走就走呢？

为什么你要撇下我们而离开这里？

为什么你不让我们有机会再见面？

冷静了自己，埋怨却于事无补了。

我们能做的，只有好好地怀念你。

你作为榜样，不停迈向理想前进。

珍惜，知足，创价，惜福，开心。

Confession

In this boundless ocean,
I have travelled with many boats.
But there would be only certain boats,
which I must and have to get on board.

When there's storm and rain,
I need to get off or might just jumped off.
Fortunately I know how to swim,
which's why I could survive in this ocean.

While floating so long in the ocean,
fate brought me a new boat.
The boat let me got on board,
and let me rest my exhausted body.

Although it would be too late,
but it still comes at the right time.
At least I could have the chance,
to view this boundless ocean again.

It seems to be just an old boat,
but it's well equipped with most of the facilities I need.
I found a place to release my stress and pressure,
both physically and mentally.

I found a place to entertain myself,
with all the music and the talk shows it plays.
I found a place to explore, to discover,
and to know more the things I don't know.

Along the journey without direction,
the boat encountered a whirlpool.
The boat cannot avoid the strong force,
and being pulled inside the whirlpool.

Thought of might be drowned,
but the boat found itself's floating in a dark space.
The dark space is like a black hole,
where it's just like a bottomless pit.

In the condition like nowhere to be found,
the boat have to go through an adventure journey.
The boat started to proceed the exploration,
to find the right path to continue its sailing.

Along the progress of exploring,
the boat has made some discoveries.
The boat realised in the end of the chosen journey,
it should see the light from the lighthouse.

Although the boat tried to explore and discover,
but it still cannot get to see the light it assumed.
The boat still continue the exploration and the discovery,
bacause it needs to remain and confirm or else never reach the destination.

It never open windows and doors along the journey,
because this is the only way to protect me from the darkness.
The boat is praying "I.A.I.I.U." to protect me,
but it needs to pray hard to be strong to safe both of us.

The honesty have led the journey to another level,
where your mind needs to open as wide as possible.
Then the creativity and fantasy could be happened,
with the present of sunshine to break the darkness.

Don't worry and I wish you well.

思考

Thinking...
Everyone should be doing it every moment.
Everyday... every hour... every minute... every second...
But not suppose to be day-dreaming and dreaming @ night.

Thinking is just...
like an exercise we are doing to our brain.
Or just a preview and review for the things happen.
Or kind of 'digest process' for all the things in our mind.

Thinking means...
The things that we are going to do for each day?
Or the choices that we need to make for each day?
Or the things that we have been saying, feeling and doing?

Thinking happens...
when your were attracted and got interested.
Reasonable suggestions will pop-out in your mind.
Actions will be taken after the decision made in mind.

Thinking would be...
vary depends on your own perception.
Or different decision made in different point of views.
Or to care and have consideration to people surrounding.

So what do you think?
Thinking about what I'm thinking here?

Unexpected Pleasantly Surprised

Monday Blue,

I should be working in a rush and a muddle day.

Unexpectedly,

today's working flow was so smooth and calm.

Finally,

I got to finish all the backlogs left from last week.

After work,

I should be heading home as dance class cancelled.

Uexpectedly,

I met my ex-colleague, T and joined him "yamcha".

Finally,

I was stucked in the traffic jam and reached home late.

Reached home,

I thought I would be having lonely dinner at home.

Unexpectedly,

My dear brother just reached home as well.

Finally,

we had our dinner together just opposite our home.

After shower,

I thought I would be just watching anime and surfing.

Unexpectedly,

KC bumped to me that made me shocked and excited.

Finally,

we have shared and enlightened each other again!

吃喝在槟岛

周六半夜，抵达了他家附近的车站。
回到他家，洗刷后还继续睡到早上。
到槟岛的目的是探望朋友和吃够瘾。

第一天：

早餐：
Bukit Jambul那一带最出名的版面。
干捞版面特别好吃；还有点心小吃。
坐在椰树下，凉风淅淅，好舒服阿！

午餐：
Perangin Mall内的一间西餐餐馆。
两个高级套餐吃到饱也不到RM50！
当然，买了一些车内装饰也很便宜！

晚餐：
Tom Yum Steamboat 在朋友新居。
很开心可以见到一班在槟岛的朋友。
边看天台外的夜景，边吃喝谈笑。

2nd Day:

Breakfast:
Super Tanker, Food Court nearby.
Fried Kuey Tiew, Hokkien Prawn Mee.......
Giant Pan Cakes is my favourite!

Lunch:
Taiwan Bull Restaurant after movie at Queensbay Mall
Seafood Stone Bowl Rice, Taiwanese Beef Noodle Soup......
Mango Pudding Dessert very yummy!

Dinner:
Thai Food at "Genting Bukit Jambul".
Walked around the garden & sight seeing.
Enjoying the sunset before hot & spicy dinner!

Supper:
Bought a durian to eat while watching movie @ home.
Outlook not so attractive but very delicious.
Very tasty and whole room smell nice, haha!

第三天：

早餐：
Super Tanker 小贩中心再来一次！
咖喱鸡干捞面和福建虾面加啰汁。
因为早上下雨，所以迟些才出门。

午餐：
一般上班族或直销员会去的小贩中心。
一套鸡扒饭+便汤，姜葱鸡饭+便汤；
一碟印度Rojak + 一杯凉水less than RM13~太便宜啦!

喂饱了肚子，赶紧回去收拾行李。
看着车窗外的你，舍不得与我道别。
看着在车内的我，挥挥手舍不得你。

Dedicated......In This Life

For all I've been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch u set me free

Let the world stop turning
Let the sun stop burning
Let them tell me love's not worth going through

If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered had come true
In this life, I was loved by you

For every mountain i have climbed
And every raging river crossed
You were the treasure that I longed to find
Without your love I would be lost

天上的祝福

最近，
天气的转变使身体着凉了。
整天，
一副不开心的样子过日子。
昨天，
午饭时收到一份意外惊喜。
不料，
这种事还会发生在我身上。
朋友：
不必担心，是开心的消息。
后来，
郁闷的心情也舒缓了好多。
内心：
应该是来之天上的祝福吧！