Tuesday, August 26, 2008

后会无期

周末中午前,突然听到你的消息。
我突然愣着,不敢去接受这实事。
为了要逃避,逼自己观赏喜剧片。
嘻嘻哈哈后,还是必须接受实事。

再次确认后,我心纠得很紧很紧。
我的脑海里,不停唤回你的画面。
我们的约定,竟然你是不会出席。
你放的鸽子,我们宁愿视而不见。

周日的中午,我们集合下马六甲。
为了说拜拜,我一定要和你见面。
见你的时候,我无言,脑袋空白。
无声的眼泪,盛满了眼眶留下来。

与你道别后,一直问自己为什么。
为什么你这么的绝情说走就走呢?
为什么你要撇下我们而离开这里?
为什么你不让我们有机会再见面?

冷静了自己,埋怨却于事无补了。
我们能做的,只有好好地怀念你。
你作为榜样,不停迈向理想前进。
珍惜,知足,创价,惜福,开心。

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Confession



In this boundless ocean,
I have travelled with many boats.
But there would be only certain boats,
which I must and have to get on board.

When there's storm and rain,
I need to get off or might just jumped off.
Fortunately I know how to swim,
which's why I could survive in this ocean.

While floating so long in the ocean,
fate brought me a new boat.
The boat let me got on board,
and let me rest my exhausted body.

Although it would be too late,
but it still comes at the right time.
At least I could have the chance,
to view this boundless ocean again.

It seems to be just an old boat,
but it's well equipped with most of the facilities I need.
I found a place to release my stress and pressure,
both physically and mentally.

I found a place to entertain myself,
with all the music and the talk shows it plays.
I found a place to explore, to discover,
and to know more the things I don't know.

Along the journey without direction,
the boat encountered a whirlpool.
The boat cannot avoid the strong force,
and being pulled inside the whirlpool.

Thought of might be drowned,
but the boat found itself's floating in a dark space.
The dark space is like a black hole,
where it's just like a bottomless pit.

In the condition like nowhere to be found,
the boat have to go through an adventure journey.
The boat started to proceed the exploration,
to find the right path to continue its sailing.

Along the progress of exploring,
the boat has made some discoveries.
The boat realised in the end of the chosen journey,
it should see the light from the lighthouse.

Although the boat tried to explore and discover,
but it still cannot get to see the light it assumed.
The boat still continue the exploration and the discovery,
bacause it needs to remain and confirm or else never reach the destination.

It never open windows and doors along the journey,
because this is the only way to protect me from the darkness.
The boat is praying "I.A.I.I.U." to protect me,
but it needs to pray hard to be strong to safe both of us.

The honesty have led the journey to another level,
where your mind needs to open as wide as possible.
Then the creativity and fantasy could be happened,
with the present of sunshine to break the darkness.

Don't worry and I wish you well.

Monday, August 04, 2008

思考

Thinking...
Everyone should be doing it every moment.
Everyday... every hour... every minute... every second...
But not suppose to be day-dreaming and dreaming @ night.

Thinking is just...
like an exercise we are doing to our brain.
Or just a preview and review for the things happen.
Or kind of 'digest process' for all the things in our mind.

Thinking means...
The things that we are going to do for each day?
Or the choices that we need to make for each day?
Or the things that we have been saying, feeling and doing?

Thinking happens...
when your were attracted and got interested.
Reasonable suggestions will pop-out in your mind.
Actions will be taken after the decision made in mind.

Thinking would be...
vary depends on your own perception.
Or different decision made in different point of views.
Or to care and have consideration to people surrounding.

So what do you think?
Thinking about what I'm thinking here?