我的眼泪 (My Tear)

最近这几天不知搞什么的，
心情和情绪的波动太多了。
后尔蒙失调，经期也迟了，
我想我的忍库已经太满了。

发觉负面的能量越来越强，
附磁很多负面元素在身边。
事情越不顺，士气越低落，
总觉得什么都不能再妥协。

所谓：是可忍，孰不可忍。
到底什么该忍，或不该忍？
忍一时，真的是风平浪静？
退一步，会是海阔天空吗?

当初说服自己，坚持到底。
现在埋怨自己，自作自受。
容忍的美德是为了大家好。
忍耐太久了，委屈了自己。

不知不觉我的眼泪出现了。
在眼眶中打转如挣扎的心。
眼泪流下舒解胸中的不满。
脸上的泪痕也平衡了心理。

我的眼泪，不是为了哭泣。
我的眼泪，让我减轻负担。
我的眼泪，让我更加坚强。
我的眼泪，让我看清前程。

双面人 (Two Faces)

好久没blog了。
今天的心情，起伏不定，不知道为了什么。
朋友说也许生理的失调的影响。
心情的上下让许多事情一一浮现在脑海里。
这样的感觉，想在这里诉诉心情。

每个人都有梦想。
为了达成梦想都会不停追求。
偏偏身不由己成了放弃的理由。
总觉得只有一双不能飞的翅膀。

每个人都有欲望。
为了满足自我而始乱终弃。
偏偏伤害不少身边关心你的人。
总觉得自己还不够坚持和果断。

每个人都有心事。
不同的秘密和不同的人分享。
偏偏有些秘密只能往心里藏。
总觉得心中的无底洞还不够深。

每个人都想做自己。
很想呈现真真实实的自己。
遍遍见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。
总觉得永远不能把自己透明化。

当我很想随心所欲，
却打不开现实的锁；
当我很想不顾一切，
却被无情的现实唤醒。

当我很想坚持不放手，
却为了身边人而放弃；
当我放弃握在胸中的，
我已经是无情的双面人。

对人有情，出卖了自己。
对人无情，不见了自己。
对人包容，痛苦了自己。
对人埋怨，背叛了自己。

自己的痛苦只有自己能了解。
不要再怪身边的人不了解你。

Wondering

I'm just wondering
But wondering you have made my mind busy
I'm just busy
But I'm busy with you for nothing
It's just nothing
But nothing with you have made me to think
I'm just thinking
But thinking of you have made me to see
I'm just seeing
But seeing you have made me realise
I'm just realizing
But realizing about you have made me to touch
I'm just touching
But touching you have made me to feel
I'm just feeling
But feeling you have made me to love
I'm just loving
But loving you have made me to passion
I'm just passion
But passion for you have made me to appreciate
I'm just appreciating
But appreciating you have made me to accept
I'm just accepting
But accepting you have made me to confuse
I'm just confusing
But confusing with you have made me to doubt
I'm just doubting
But doubt on you have made me to choose
I'm just choosing
But choosing on you have made to decide
I'm just deciding
But deciding about you have made me to avoid
I'm just avoiding
But avoiding for you have made me to lie
I'm just lying
But lying for you have made me to remain
I'm just remaining......
But remaining for you have made me to stay
I'm just staying......
But staying for you have made me to wonder

Welcoming 2009

2009的开始是否好事。
去年的世界经济放缓，
使到大家都人心惶惶，
对来年的日子很恐惧。

公司倒闭，人才失业，
大量裁员，物品涨价。
虽是因为美国的经济衰退，
可是亚洲经济也受到影响。

听说亚洲的经济发展很好，
可是国际贸易公司的发展，
无论是在亚洲或美洲，
还是在欧洲或非洲，
都给被侵袭。

大家都说，
能够好好的稳住当前的工作，
算好运了，别说另谋高职啦！
所以，我很珍惜现在的工作。

当然不是此原因而已，
是因为我不舍得他们。
与同事之间难免有冲突，
可是他们不会“搞政治”。

虽然有时会有很多怨言，
可是我们都一起去挑战，
人与人之间要互相包容，
生活心情会比较好过些。

Curtains Down For 2008

冬至的团圆饭后，也就是圣诞节的到来。
圣诞的气氛特别浓厚，谁都想享受其中。

生活在热带雨林之国土，没有白色圣诞节。
只有超级购物广场，才感受到圣诞的温馨。
虽然没有白雪的冷冻，却有着下雨的清凉。
与同伴们一起享用晚餐，欢笑畅谈中度过。

除了享受佳节，也是购物狂欢的季节。
虽是经济放缓，但还是受不了诱惑。

温馨的季节已过去，也是今年谢幕的到来。
当回顾这2008年，发现经历了很多的事情。
不知进展有多少，至少尽力的去实践目标。
对今年还很满意，该是时候展望2009了吧！

突然的瞬间

时间的脚步，
静悄悄地把我带到了十二月份。
就在身体必须休息的一天，
回想了很多经过的事情。

农历新年的热闹，
好像还很清晰的气氛。
与中学朋友的团圆，
还回荡在脑海里。

拉丁舞蹈一年级考试已过，
紧张和兴奋的心情还在。
二年级的练习，
让我觉得有很大的挑战性。

萨尔萨交际舞蹈班里，
认识了一班国际性朋友。
因为缘分的存在，
让我觉得人与人之间的奥妙。

不知不觉，
生活的圈子，瞬间瞬间地越阔越广。
很多事情的发生，并不是所想象的。
对外面的世界，也大开眼界了。

虽然每个月底都特别的忙碌，
但是忙碌把我带到了这年底。
突然让我恍然大悟，
又要迎接新的一年！

现在虽是今年的最后一个月，
但是还有很多正期待的事情。
朋友的出嫁，朋友的回乡。
圣诞的温馨，冬至的团圆。

Missing

好久没有blog了。

暂停了两个月，突然想起我的“空间”。

自从认识了FB，便在那儿开始交流。

可能是新鲜有趣，所以越玩越过瘾。

FB蛮像frienster，

容易建立connection和network。

部落格是比较自我主张的空间，

但也不妨其他的参与。

Anyway, 我还是会写写部落格。

虽然我爱交流，我更爱自己的“空间”。

YMSS Legendary

After "Merdeka Holiday" I went back to work yesterday,
I received an email from GM that we're invited for a dinner tonight.
After read, I realised and surprised that we're going to meet him!
The legendary guy of YMSS and his the the 1st GM, Mr. Kam Leong!
Finally, we could meet him face to face after heard his name since the day I joined.



Before 5.30pm, we left the office to avoid traffic jam during this Puasa season.
We managed to reach Genting View Resort at about 6.30pm as informed.
When we came out from car, Mr. & Mrs. Leong was excited to welcome us.
Together with their son and nephew are so friendly.

Our GM introduced each and everyone of us to Mr. & Mr.s Leong.
They were so happy to meet us "young people and joked:
" Although can't remember the names but at least remember the faces!"

We were treated with wine and other drinks to enjoy the environment.
They shown us the balcony with great green view and heard waterfall.
The colourful flowers around the balcony made us refreshing!

Mr. Leong told us the story about he came over for York establishment.
I was abit surprised with the story and only realised the truth.
I also interested to know the "Charlie's Angels" that he mentioned.

Mrs. Leong brought us to look around the apartment they bought.
Their apartment's well-renovated and it's amazing nice place to relax!
Besides, the little dog of their neighbour is very cute!

At the dinner, we were surprised that their neighbour maid cooked!
Although just Nasi Lemak with a few curry dishes, but it tasted so nice!
It's very tasty and the breezing environment made me took the "2nd round".
We all enjoyed this dinner gathering and took a group photos with them.
Thanks to Mr. & Mrs. Leong for giving us this opportunity to meet you!